Her schedule for today: finish essay that's due this week
What actually happened: talked to guy L on skype the whole day
She feels stupid again for not getting anything done because she couldn't deny skyping him...
The guy really likes her, but she doesn't really know. She has been single for the last 4 years so she forgot how love really felt like. She knows she likes to talk to him, but not sure if it's a romantic way or just a friend..
She doesn't really want to love him though, since L lives so far away and they haven't even seen each other in real life. But then again, she really enjoys the jittery feeling when he tells her she's cute/sexy/fun to talk to lol.
He asks her to get naked and make him feel good to masterbate. The girl really doesn't want to and feels uncomfortable, but she always ends up doing everything he asks for since she CAN NEVER SAY NO. She is really weak when someone does the guilt-trip tactic. She likes to make him feel good cause that makes himhappy, but she hates doing that kinda stuff cause she feels like she did something very bad and stupid almost.
The girl knows she cant keep this u forever, eventually school will get even more busier and wont be able to skype all day like now. Oh, what should she do...