Lately... I have been craving to hold hands with a guy :O
Not sure why or where it all started, but more than kissing or hugging, I want to just hold someone's hands lol.
This is an obvious fact, but wow I was amazed to figure out how different a guy's hand is compared to mine. It's so...big and muscular and makes me feel safe if I am held by those hands lol. Don't get the wrong idea, I am pretty sure I don't have any fetish with hands. It's just that after knowing how bigger and stiff they look compared to mine, I want to just hold it with my hands kyaaaaaaa haha.
The other day in class actually, I held a guy's hand. For a class activity, we had to hold hands with someone you don't know and it just happened to be that my partner was a guy so we held hands and walked together. Omg... that felt so nice HAHA. I felt embarassed and couldn't look at his face but, I just felt really safe and warm (even though it was raining outside lol). I wonder how he felt when I was holding his hands, did he like it? or did he feel grossed out from me?
Although I'm actually enjoying being single (BonBon is enough for me :P ), I can't wait till I get a boyfriend that will hold my hands :)