I apologize for not posting my result for the last two days
I f*cked up, big time
For the last two days, I basically drank bunch of water during the day and ended up eating bunch at night
That was not what I was supposed to do at all...
So my goal to be 130 by next week
Yeah... not gonna happen
To be completely, I gave up with this goal. It is impossible and even if it is possible, I'm sure it's a very unhealthy way to lose weight. And I'm sure my loss in concentration is what led me to not caring as much and thus... eating late at night
BUT BUT BUT
I have not given up into losing weight!
I will start over with the weight loss contest.
Enough of this
I hate to be all talk
I feel as if I do not even have the right to share my thoughts here as I really have been just all talk and no action. but I also did not want to run away from the truth
I will definitely not end it with this, gotta show the results!
That's right, no more negative thoughts. Do not drag the past failiures but turn it into success.
I spent the last 4 hours reflecting back on my failure for the last two days by inspiring myself with many success stories and books.
One great news about today is that my roommate moved out
I have the master bedroom ALLLL to myself! :D
I can exercise in my room without embarassing myself out now
MY NEW GOAL: 140lbs by the end of September :)