I'mpossible

Someone told me today (it was one of my close friend too...) "I eat too much.. it is impossible for you to lose weight. I am sorry, don't take it the wrong way. But just being honest, it is REALLY IMPOSSIBLE for you to eat less" She's an...

what is it to be a good friend?

"I am such a good person: even though there's SO many things that I think what my friend is doing isn't such a good thing, I am keeping it quiet. I am constantly being considerate of her and her family and helping out as much as I can to not cause...

Start of Spring Break

Slept for good 8 hours last night :) Wow how long has it been since I slept for that long? lol  I am so happy to be over at my friend's house :) It's not the MOST comfortable place ever since, of course, it's not my own house. BUT I think that's...

you guys... I'M BACK!

YAYYYY! Finished with finals late last night... and today is officially the start of my spring break :D That was literally HELL WEEK :O screwed up my sleeping and eating patterns... stayed up till 6am or so, took a nap for 3 hours, then went back...

End of HCG diet...for now ;)

Today was a long day; got some errands done for a club, went to the doctor's appointment, kinda had a breakdown... I actually lost appetite today :O That never happens to me... As I was busy the whole day, I did not really think about food till...

HCG Day 16: Bombed it at the end

Fasting Challenge, Day 2.. still kept going only with water + HCG drops till the very last minute... BAM! Ate basically 2 plates of this, 2 more of the coffee cake thing (OMGGGG sooooo good!) and another plate of small pesto pasta (cause they were...

HCG Day 15: First Fast

Today, was the first fasting I have ever done in my life. Surprised how I actually pulled it off, wow this is so amazing to me.  Did not eat anything today, only water and HCG drops. I didn't even drink that much water... same amount like any...

HCG Day 14: Worst of the worst

Binged like crazyyyyyy: all the bad stuff you could possibly imagine   What I ate today: *salad wrap (has the same stuff as fiesta salad, except with spinach wrap) *apple *3 dark chocolate granola bars: 600calories (just with this,...

HCG Day 13: Out of Control...

Sigh... did another binge.. DARN ME! WHYYYYYY    was super happy that I was at 144lbs this morning! farthest I've gone so far.. WOW :D but.... why do I keep repeating the same thing over and over again? :( no binge me! come on!  What I ate...

HCG Day 12: Too much calories

Noooo, I overate and went over the 500 calories today :( What I ate: *light salad: romaine, black olives, olive oil: 58calories *apple: 85calories *fiesta salad: romaine, lettuce shreds, chen, corn, eggs, black beans, mandarin, tomato:...

HCG Day 11: Still keeping up!

No binge. No sugar. No carbs. NOTHING bad, health wise, today :D What I ate: *light salad (romaine, black olives, red beans, sunflower seeds, olive oil, dried cranberries): 99calories *2 apples: 170 calories *whey protein water: 140...

HCG Day 10: Great Comeback

Turned out GREAT today! :) Really pushed myself after the failures last two days, and in total I only ate a light salad and protein water!             I stayed up till like 4am making my first thinspo collage pictures and I just printed...

HCG Day 9: Last day of Failure!

Okay, so I failed AGAIN :( Don't wanna list EVERYTHING I ate.. too long and too disappointing I want to forget the past and move on to the better future..  SO I GOTTA BREAK THIS HORRIBLE, BAD CYCLE! I was doing great during the day,...

HCG Day 8: BIG FAIL

SHOOOOT :O I ate tons today... FAIL FAIL FAIL   What I ate today 2 bananas   1 peach   lean cuisine glazed chicken  (240 calories)     salad wrap (same thing as always, except with wheat wrap)   yakisoba (1 cup)       1...

HCG Day 7: Back on Track ;)

Good day, I must say :)   What I ate:       salad for lunch (romaine, lettuce, black beans, egg, corn bits, 1/2 avocado, mandarin, chicken)         another salad for dinner (except without any avocado)   an apple :)         ...

HCG Day 6: No More Eating with Friend

An okay day...?     What I ate today:         an apple     chicken       flat bread (low calorie) pizza     1 chocolate brownie with nuts                        Apple, great!     Chicken, not the best food...

HCG Day 5: What to Never Do

Today was a failure What I ate in total today: Rainbow Roll (sushi with salmon, avocado, shrimp, white fish?, crab bits, nori, tuna) green tea ice cream (2 ounce-ish?) 2 fried banana wonton fiesta wrap...

HCG Day 4, M2: So Far...

I lost 4.1 pounds since day1! :D    I just weighed myself... 147.3lbs! I started out day 1 as 149lbs, but gained 1.4lbs during the loading phase which left me at 151.4lbs :( But wow... I basically lost 1 pound a day :O   Crazyyy awesome! I hope I...

End of Challenge 14, Start of HCG

I'm so sorry I'm behind on my update on Challenge 14 and stuff.. school has been taking too much time out of me :O Here's me "writing my essay". Oh gosh, it was sooo cold 3 in the morning :O I thought my headphone looked like bear ears...