Forgot How to Love

Love. It is probably the one thing everyone has felt, experienced in some sort of way and have many, many problems with that people deal with all the time. So why is it that I stopped liking someone ever since that breakup with my ex?        ...

Day 11: Last Day of "i dont care"

What I ate today: veggie wrap (wheat tortilla, romaine, black olives, mayo, turkey, spinach, tomato, cucumber) chocolate cake cup ramen (OHHH soooo bad for you) cup of honeynut cheerios 1 fiber bar 1 cup rice crackers   ...

Day 9+10: 19th Birthday :D

Day 9: February 24th.. My 19th Birthday!! :D Forgot exactly what but I ate muchos... but I did not really feel bad, was more lenient on myself today  Suitemates got me cupcakes and received lots of birthday wishes on Facebook and friends ...

Day 7+8: new plan...?

Day 7 What I ate: -quesedilla cheese -salad (black olives, romaine, cranberries, olive oil) - chocolate cookie   -chocolate/cheese cake   -veggie burrito    and other small snacks like...

Day 6 of CHALLENGE14: very lucky being unlucky

Day 6 so what I ate in total today: salad at dining hall (romaine, cranberries, sunflower seeds, black olives, olive oil) 1 small pieces of mochi/chocolate/cake pop while helping at my club fundraiser event 1 apple 1 orange 1 dark...

Days 4+5 of CHALLENGE 14: VERRRRRY slowly

Day 4    My friend sleptover at my place since my roommate was gone for the weekend. Everything was going great regarding food wise, we went swimming for an hour right after we woke up. That was a lot of fun! It's been forever since I last swam....

Day 3: such a weird day

So I pulled out an all nighter on Thursday night, and my best friend and I had a movie night till like 4am so I was REALLY TIRED. Today, I ended up waking up at like 11am but I didnt get out of my bed till like.. 5pm :0 Im not exactly sure why I...

Day 1+2 of CHALLENGE 14!!

K ill be really honest.. IM SO SORRY GUYS!!! :O I binged yesterday (day 1) SO MUCH I think it's cause this week has just been too stressful with homework, I needed sugar to get energy. I didn't get to sleep at ALL last night cause of homework.. but...

Day 7: the "real" day1

I started to once again do the INSANITY video workouts, so maybe that's why I felt better today :) My weight today: 149lbs My goal weight by the end of this week: 140lbs What I ate today:  - 11am: corn soup ( 64 calories ) - 2pm: fiesta...

the mall mirror

I went to the mall with my friend today to shoot pictures for my photo class assignment. She's probably someone I consider my best friend in my college life, and she's probably the only person I've talked to the most about my bad eating habits. She...

Breakdowns and the New Start

Last week was just not going well at all, both my eating habits and just life in general :/   My computer crashed on me so I lost ALL my data. FREAKING PISSED Think of  how long you spend everyday using your computer to write all sorts of...

10 day challenge!

I finally made a list of the rewards I would get when I reach my mini goals.  To start off, I am going on a 300 calories or less + Insanity workouts every day for the next 10 days! My friend and I are going shopping next weekend so I thought...

to be famous

While I was reading for my writing class, it just hit me out of the blue... What do I want to do with my life? I have been fascinated and inspired by famous musicians on Youtube and such that I told myself, "Someday I want to be like them"  But...

This is it.

After failing so many of my diets in the past 3 years, this is it.  At 150lbs, I cannot stand to ignore the scary fact. Just 4 months ago, I used to be at 130lbs. Just 5 years ago, I used to be at 115lbs. I have been only telling myself, "...

how to break the hell cycle

I have a very unhealthy life. After moving into a college dorm, I gained 20 pounds only after 3 months. I believe it is because of my very unhealthy eating habits. I cannot seem to control my eating portions. Every time I get a bag of granola bits...