My 18th birthday :)

Just like any other day, I was late to my 1st period English class again.  And it was my birthday, Thursday February 24th! My 18th birthday... how shameful of me to tardy lol. But right when I opened the door to the classroom, I see everyone...

Finally

I'm back on here. I realized I've been typing the wrong username till now... finally I can let out my feelings I've had lately! As always, I've been working hard to keep myself up. I've had a long talk with my close best friend last night since I...

Valentines Day: love for the lovers, hatred for the others.

Valentines Day; I used to love it when February comes. A holiday when my heart beats faster, wanting to confess my love. And few days after that is my birthday. That's how it always went, and I was always happy. This year, only tears just comes...

future happiness V.S. unforgiving past

I'm excited, yet also worried about tomorrow night. I am going to hang out with my friends, so I'm excited about that. My ex and his girlfriend and probably all her group of friends will also be with us, which is what I'm worried about. It's not...

The Two Part of Me

Today, I stayed at home and did some homework. I wonder what my ex is doing...  Why am I even thinking about that? I don't even like him anymore. I was hurt by him and even though he's not in my life anymore, it still kinda hurts. Maybe it's not...

How simple it is to just be HAPPY :)

Even though I miserably failed two BIG tests today, I still feel pretty good. Ironic right? It's all because I didn't think of my ex :D I didn't think of him at all at school or when I got home and my mind was just occupied with school. I...

Dear Time, please go faster.

King of Hearts Dance is coming up this Saturday at our school and I just found out my ex is going with his gf. He completely forgot about me now. Isn't it sad to think your best friend has a happier life now that you're gone? It's all thanks to me,...

What kind of a face should I have when I see you?

I found out I just bombed my AP government and Calculus 2 test so I started the day bad in the beginning. And then I see him walking towards me through the hallway. How great. Every time this happens, I ask myself... how should I look like in...